Sometimes you feel you want to do something, but then sometimes you don't want to do something, even if it is the same thing you wanted to do before. it's confusing. It's also annoying. Like when you are in bed in the morning, you don't want to get out of it as it is so comfortable, but the night before, you didn't want to go to bed, as you wanted to watch a certain programme on TV.
Sometimes, to get over when I don't want to do something, I just do it. So in the morning, when I want to reach for my tea, and it's juuuuust a little out of reach, then I force myself to actually get up and go and get it, rather than relying on someone else. It's not their job, it's mine.
Goodbye for now, see you later.